the story tells me that forever love is still possible.

some people may not understand what is 愛情. They only see their 責任 as their 幸福. They are born to enjoy the resposibility. This species is generally 鈍鈍地 , 笨笨地, but very cute.

some people undetstand what is 愛情. however they clearly differentiate respobsibility against happiness. they are born to enjoy 愛情的過程. this is their need.  This species is more 聰明伶俐.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

grasp your chance, baby!
so happy for you!!
hope you have an enjoyable and unforgettable weekend..

I don’t like people performing actions that seems like mistrust me.

Example one: open my paper hangbag. discover some company letters that are not sent out yet. then ask me, “why don’t you post all letters? ” ” i forgot.” “you shouldn’t forget it. ”

Hei, why do you know that? shoudn’t you open my personal bag?

 

Example two: the guest entered. He dispited our greetings and sat down on sofa area, doing his own stuff. Then she asked me, “ask the guest what would he like to do. ” ” he just wanna sitting down to do his own stuff. ” ” ask him what would he like to drink.”

Hei, am i acting like very passive? pls trust my motivation.

 

Example three: I put my bank book aside. Closed book. Then she opens my bank book. Read through all details. She asks me, ” why do you have such a large transaction??” ” shoudl’t you open my bank book to read?”" shouldn’t i concern you??” “do you know what’s privacy??”

Then, war begins.

 

Sometimes i think i am going to the right direction. Someone who LIKES to control others would hinder my way. Am i born to satisfied their desire of power??

 

Therefore, i have to be powerful one day. I don’t like to be controlled UNREASONABLY.

finally, rummor starts.

it is so disturbing. as to stop it, i pretend to be sweety with him. Pretending he is my only one in my life.

For so many reasons and to minimize the negative consequences, i must stop the rummor, although the rummor is somohow real.

I hope i am going towards the right direction.

I ask my sis’s company to produce the door log for my company. But the quality….ai….. -_-!!!

I could not be angry to my sis, and i could not be so demanding to these little girls….ai… the only way is….sign….

yes, i must admit that these girls are so smart and intelligent. if i were 18, i would never thought of launching a company and earn $$$. They are gifted with energy and ideas. somehow these grils are all lack of expreience.

the most funniest thing is, i print out all related documents, and ask them to sign and chop ONLY. Wired - i am the client. Client print out all documents.

how long would take these grils be more mature?? ai….. i want to laugh but i want to cry also….

they told me that he is too serious on me…he is too suspious, too radical, too low self-confidence, and the dream is too high….

i know, and i understand. why there is less and less people supporting us in my world?? Seems my choice is undesirable to all people.

I still believe my choice, hold my belief. What i need is only a man who stays with me securely. I have no time to play hide and seek anymore.

he will never understand the situation, and will ever live in his fairy tale. yes….seems it is my responsiblity to protect his dream and tale…although the mission caused much pressure.

one day, two of them….i must admit — too much temptation…..

this is truly a challenge for me…how to resist and how to avoid….especially during the low mood time…

i wonder whether i would still have so much temptation when i am getting older. Ppl say, women would lose their “market value” when they are 25. It is because of “wear and tear”, “depreciation” and “devaluation”. However, men would increase their “market value” when they are getting older. Their market value would be the highest in 30s. It is because of “inflation”, “mature-lization” and “adding-value”.

That means i only need to face the temptation challenge for several years more….( i hope so, but i also hope not so…)

I must keep my life in peace.

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God….so embrassed. The same block, and we work in Central also….. even the same time to go home…to the same block….no no no…..